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i'd wager i spend at least 90% of my time in a GI shift, even if mild, but it doesn't always grip me like it has the past couple weeks.

it's been intense. i've had a few revelations, not always pleasant (but often not unexpected). the emotions are overwhelming. sometimes it's a warm, content feeling, a happy nostalgia; other times its a deep melancholy, a longing i just can't fulfull; sometimes its enough fear or anger to make me tremble; sometimes i just feel tired.

but overall...it hasn't been bad. i've felt more in touch with myself than i have in months, and i've been able to fill in gaps that have been hanging empty for far too long. so for that, at least, i'm thankful.

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